Wednesday, March 23, 2011

malas..malas...


malas melanda diriku..apa nak dikata..aku memang pemalash... tp mana bleh trus begini...aku kena berubah,,,demi suami, demi anak n demi keluarga terchenta.... help..bos tengah tunggu aku punya laporan,.... n aku masih ber blog dengan jayanya...tunggu ye bos...saya tengah adjust mood saya nih...
bila la aku dapat nak tukar nih? tak sabar la... kat sini ok, tp sebab aku penat la nak travel..... naik erl, naik lrt..trus takde mood bila sampai umah... hoho..malas nak masak...malas e2, malas ini..last2 satu bende pun tak dapat.... kesian kat cik esah...

400gm yang indah

alhamdulillah, cik esah si nomel2 ibu tu dah makin sihat...BUKTINYA... dia da naik 400gm!!!! oohhwww... bg orang lain mungkin sikit sangat, tp bg aku ibunya, e2 dah sangat BAGUZ!! kerana dia biasanya naik 100-200gm g2...alhamdulillah..terima aksih ya ALLAH... gumbira2...

oklah sayang, ibu nak pam susu utk sayang plak ye! tunggu.....!!!

Monday, March 21, 2011

saya sangat lapar!

help...saya sangat lapar...asyik rasa nak mknnn... jer...tp say bukannya gelojoh tau.. saya suke merasa makannan jer...tak bleh mkn bnyk sgt pun..tp sangatlah kerap rasa lapo.. apakah masalah saya? tteeeettt..!! bukan mengandung ok... confirm!
aku rasa, aku kena g kaunseling makanan la... aku kena di tazkirahkan..bahawa hidup ini bukannya untuk makan sahaja!
or, aku emmanga da prob perut tak hadam... makan bnyk, tp takde hasil...asyik ke toilet jer ler kot.... adakah??? ooohhh!!!!

dah lama gila..


assalamualaikum..

da lama gilo au tak update blog ni..ingatkan da berkubur, tp rupanya bleh bukak lagi... alhamdulillah...


bila tengok balik blog ni, mcm lawak plak aku rasa... dah banyak perubahan aku lalui...lst post pasal aku nak bertunang...la nih aku da anak sorang..!!! alhamdulillah... seronoknya!!
banyak sangat da aku lalui...hoho..dah emmatangkan aku sikit2..insyalallah... harap2nya aku da kurang emo sikit berbanding dulu...AMIN.... ye la, anak da sorang...haruslah kena sedar diri..kalo tak sedar diri gak. mau nak kena pelempang dengan mr hubby... ngeh3...
oklah..nak buat kerja... aku siyes nih! ni nak try buat posting jer..

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

aku dalam debaran yang nyata

help, aku nak bertunang ni... help aku yg tak sememnggah nih dah nak bertunag, kurangs ebuland ari sekarang plak tu?? sharon ni memang bikin hati gue tak keruan da... bukannya sebab berdebar, tapi sebab nak marah..! suka2 dia je nak ubah tarikh.. dia ni nama je pelembut, tapi hampeh.. ikut kepala dia gak.. YA ALLAH, moga2 dia tak la sebengong ini after kawin karang..AMIN.....takut ni!

rom punya biskut choc chip


sedap biskut ni..try la....


185g butter cup

1/2 cawan gula putih

1/4 cawan gula perang

1 biji telur

1 camca teh esen vanilla

1 1/4 cwn tepung kek

1/2 cawan tepung gandum

1 cwn badam hancur

1 cwn choc chip (or more..)

1 sudu @ 1/2 sudu serbuk koko


caranya, pukul n masukkan semua kecuali choc chip n badam hancur..,. bila dahs ebati, baru tabur dengan choc chip n badam, then gaul rata..


bakar ikut suka.. masa pun ikut suka...



dah siap...


PEACE


aku baru tau kenikmatan buat kuih..setakat ni ada satu dua kuih je yang aku dah berjaya buat..yg lain hancur.. tapi aku dah makin komited nih.... entah la..nape yerk???


Friday, November 21, 2008

petang yang panas



nak muhasabah diri sikit... aku dah lama tak buat blog, bukan bermakna aku ada banyak kije nak buat.. tapi sebenarnya aku dah makin malas.. help!!! bila nak insaf nih??? sedih dengan kemalasan diri sendiri, tapi apa bleh buat....




hari jumaat nih memang hari yg sangat aku malas.. kerana,..petang nih aku nak balik kg, so sekerat dari hati aku dah sampai kat kg... kesian kat aku..hari jumaat nih lah paling banyak mende kena buat..sebagai contoh, kena g meeting, report kat inicentre etc... nak kata boring, idak la sngat, tapi ini lah hidup aku,,,... entah la...aku ras aku makin down cz tak dapt balik kg... sedih je.. tapi aku nih memwang suka syahdu sensorang..jadi abaikan je la.... yg penting, aku ken ajadi nak yg baik,,.. tak derhaka....


dah makin tua nih, aku jd makin sensitif.. entah nape ntah... esp bila tau rom n farahzila dapat balik selangor balik..isk, entah brp banyak lah hikmah yg aku dapat dengan dok kat sini...


actually tak de la buruk sangat dapat dok sini.. ada ngaji, kelas agama, opismet pun ok.. tapi aku jer rasa tak best..nape ntah... rasa semacam..myb aku yg tak pandai sesuaikan diri.... tengokla gambo kat atas tu, macam bahagia je kan aku nih?? tak delah sedih sangat pun.hati kecil aku mengatakan, not bad la dok sini.... tp aku tak nak berjauhan dengan keluarga,,, penat la nak balik kg nih.......
cerita terbaru aku?? hahahhah.. tak ed yg best pun..yg paling lawak masa sharon datang umah.. memang gempak... mak dah risau if dia nak datang merisik or sumthing..tp sebenarnya nak datang beraya je... hahhahahah... melampau kan gimmick yang dia buat tu???
cerita lain?? sejak jadi ketua unit nih, aku jadi ketua unit yang agak cengil n bad mood..kesian kat diorangs elalu kena marah... aku jadi kurang sabar sangat sekarang nih.. asyik nak hangin satu badan.. apa nak jadi???
sesungguhnya aku tak berniat pun nak buat gitu, tapi aku jadi tak tentu arah setiap kali aku mengantuk dan nak tido...if lapo pun aku jadi pemarah sangat..isk2..... melampau sungguh anak dara tua nih.. ni la kot yg orang kata penyakit andalusia... HUWAAA... if korang perasan, aku jadi normal balik if aku dah kenyang n cukup tido..if tak pecaya test la!!
oklah, nak stop sat.. kak ida nak tengok result peksa dia





Friday, February 29, 2008

nak ke melaka

ni tgh nak tunggu ke melaka nih.. hehheheh,, ada motivasi kat sana... kena tunggu bos siapkan kije, then kitornag bleh p sana.... hehehhehe..relax2 jer, best la...

my sayang demam ni. sedih cz tak bleh kaco dia lagi.. tapi tak pe, sat g dia baik la.. yan rasa hati ni da makin sayang kat dia.. hehehehehhehe

satu lagi yg mengejutkan, rupanya laki as kenai dengan rusdi n ashril cz dulu dia kije kat plaza pengkalan...bila yan tanya ashril macamano dia bleh kenai mamat tu lagilah best..rupanya, dia kenai dengan mat tu cz dia tu kawan my sayang..ohh..... TIDAK!!!! habisla if ana bocor rahsia kat as.. malu wo.....

lupa lagis atu mende gumbira... ati dah bersalin... baby boy..iba kate ensem gilos! tak sabo nak jupe dia!

Thursday, January 24, 2008

sakit pewut la....


yan punya perut sakit la.. tadi pasal dah masuk angin, after makan pun sakit lagi... maybe la angin dah naik la tue..isk..yan ih cukup risau la dengan diri sendiri,.... tak pandai nk jaga la.. apa nk jadi ni??


yan baru jer kata yang yan nak saperate sekejap dengan sharon, tp last2 tak jadi..windu plak...ches!


Tuesday, January 22, 2008

apa yan buat harini??


ada farewell kak miah.. heheheh..kenyang yan makan harini... nak tau apa yan dah buat malam tadi?? yan mintak bercerai skjp dengan sharon..yg mane tempohnya belum lagi ditentukan.. nape?entah, dia tak de salah apa. yan cuma boring.. dia jauh.. n yan rasa jauh dari dia... JAUH dalam banyak segi... sedih...yan rasa macam ..entah la..rasa macam nak relax... tak nak sms dia (tp rasanya macam dah rindu.. tapi yan cuba tahan..mybe ada kaitan dengan "kejauhan", maybe ada kaitan dengan kekesalan yan tentang hari asyura aritu... yan asyik mengulit dia je, sampai yan terlupa pasal hal lain.... yan kena kuatkan hati..daripada frust dikemudiaan hari..baiklah yan frust skrg...tp zalimnya yan dengan dia kan??
harini gak yan contact ejoy. tanya pasal autograf tu.. dah HILANG!sedihnya.... yan memang tak pernah redho dia hilangkan... yan takkan maafkan dia...

Monday, January 21, 2008

semalam yang kutinggalkan..dengan sia-sia

entah la.. arini 21/1/2008. apa lah yang yan dah buat sepanjang tahun baru nih... yan dah etrtinggalkan 10 muharam nih.. kesalnya rasa.... apa yg yan buat masa hari jumaat tue... hmm..buang masa.. tengok tv.. makan.. relax2, borak dengan sayang.. isk... apa lah bekal yan masa "kat sana" nanti.. YA ALLAH, moga2 yan dapat mengecapi next hari asyura dans emoga hambaMu yang lemah ini tidak terlupa lagi memgingatiMu... isk, kesalnya....uwa!!!! yan menangis darah pun tak guna... hari tu takkan kembali....so, yan hanya mampu sertakan apa yang yan dah terlepas 3 hari lalu.... sob2...


14 Perkara Yang Sunat Dilakukan Pada Hari Asyura(10 Muharram 1429, bersamaan Sabtu, 19 Januari 2008)

1. Melapangkan masa / belanja anak isterifadhilat - Allah akan melapangkan hidupnya pada tahun ini.

2. Memuliakan fakir miskinfadhilat - Allah akan melapangkannya dalam kubur nanti.

3. Menahan marahfadhilat - Di akhirat nanti Allah akan memasukkannya ke dalam golongan yang ridha.

4. Menunjukkan orang sesatfadhilat - Allah akan memenuhkan cahaya iman dalam hatinya.

5. Menyapu / mengusap kepala anak yatimfadhilat - Allah akan mengurniakan sepohon pokok di syurga bagi tiap-tiap rambut yang di sapunya.

6. Bersedekahfadhilat - Allah akan menjauhkannya daripada neraka sekadar jauh seekor gagak terbang tak berhenti-henti darikecil sehingga ia mati. Diberi pahala seperti bersedekah kepada semua fakir miskin di dunia ini.

7. Memelihara kehormatan dirifadhilat - Allah akan mengurniakan hidupnya sentiasa diterangi cahaya keimanan.

8. Mandi Sunatfadhilat - Tidak sakit (sakit berat)pada tahun itulafaz niat : "Sahaja aku mandi sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala"

9. Bercelakfadhilat - tidak akan sakit mata pada tahun itu.

10. Membaca Qulhuwallah hingga akhir seribu kalifadhilat - Allah akan memandanginya dengan pandangan rahmah diakhirat nanti.

11. Sembahyang sunat empat rakaatfadhilat - Allah akan mengampunkan dosanya walau telah berlarutan selama 50 tahun melakukannya.lafaz niat : "Sahaja aku sembahyang sunat hari Asyura empat rakaat kerana Allah Taala"Pada rakaat pertama dan kedua selepas fatihah di baca Qulhuwallah sebelas kali.

12. Membaca"hasbiyallahhu wani'mal wakil wa ni'mal maula wa ni'mannasiiru"fadhilat - Tidak mati pada tahun ini .

13. Menjamu orang berbuka puasafadhilat - Diberi pahala seperti memberi sekalian orang Islam berbuka puasa.

14. PuasaNiat - "Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala"fadhilat - Diberi pahala seribu kali Haji, seribu kali umrah dan seribu kali syahid dan diharamkannya daripada neraka.

Semoga Bermanfaat Dan Dapat Dipanjangkan Kepada Yang Lain-Lain

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

nenek meninggal08012998

sedihnya..yan tak sempat jupe utk kali terakhir pun...

Monday, January 07, 2008

2008---Muah!




yan tak tau samada 2008 nih akan memberi sinar or not kepada yan. wishing me the best!May ALLAH bless US!
so below yan attachkan ramalan for 2008. (malas nak cakap la tue) review jer la.. nih finas yang fwdkan, tau tak betul, tapi saja jer.. ada ka patut, yan yang cute nih dikatanya GANGsta! tak patut.. org tu memang buta hati..




JANUARY=PIMP


Loves to chat.

Loves those who love them.

Loves to takes things at the centre.

Inner and physical beauty.

Lies but doesn't pretend.

Ge ts angry often.

Treats friends importantly.

Brave and fearless. Always making friends..

Easily hurt but recovers easily.

Daydreamer.

Opinionated.

Does not care to control emotions.

Unpredictable.

Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.



FEBRUARY=THUG


Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.

Intelligent and clever.

Changing personality.

Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.

A real speed demon.

Has more than one best friend.

Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.

Honest and loyal.

Determined to reach goals..

Loves freedom.

Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness.

Too sensitive and easily hurt.

Gets angry really easily but does not show it.

Dislikes unnecessary things.

Loves making friends but rarely shows it.

Daring and stubborn.

Ambitious.

Realizing dreams and hopes.

Sharp.

Loves entertainment and leisure.

Romantic on the inside not outside.

Superstitious and ludicrous.

Spendthrift.

Tries to learn to show emotions.


MARCH=GORGEOUS


Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality.

Very! sexy.

Affectionate & Secretive.

Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.

Chatterbox!

Loves to talk alot!

Loves to get their way! .

Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered.

Very stubborn in the m ost way possible!

Loves to get noticed!

Willing to take risks for others.

Makes good choices.

Has a great fashion sense!

Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*.

Outgoing and crazy at times!

Intelligent.

Can sometimes be a heartbreaker!

Can love as much as possible!

Hates insults.

Loves compliments!

A very big flirt! Trustworthy.

Appreciative and returns kindness.

The best in bed out of NE of these months!!

Hardly shows emotions.

Tends to bottle up feelings.

Observant and assesses others.

likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.

pretty much flawless


APRIL=SEXY


Suave and compromising.

Funny and humorous.

Subborn.

Very talkative.

Calm and cool.

Kind and sympathetic.

Concerned and detaile d. Loyal. Does work well with others.

Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. G

ood memory.

Clever and knowledgeable.

Loves to look for information.

Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh.

Able to motivate oneself and o thers.

Understanding.

Fun to be around.

Outgoing.

Hyper.

Bubbly personality.

Secretive.

Boy/girl crazy.

Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling.

Systematic.

Hot but has brains.



MAY=LOVER


Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!!

Active and dynamic.

Decisive and haste but tends to regret.

Attractive and affectionate to oneself.

Strong mentality.

Loves attention. Diplomatic.

Consoling, friendly and solves people 's problems.

Brave and fearless.

Adventurous.

Loving and caring.

Suave and generous.

Usually you have many friends.

Enjoys to make love.

Emotional.

Stubborn.

Hasty..

Good memory.

Moving, motivates oneself and others.

Loves to travel and explore.

Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.



JUNE = LUST


Fun to be with.

Loves to try new things.

Boy/girls LOVE you.

You are very hott.

Secretive.

Difficult to fathom and to be understood.

Quiet unless excited or tensed.

Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation.

Easily consoled.

Honest.

Concerned about people's feelings.

Tactful.

Friendly.

Approachable.

Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.

Moody and easily hurt.

Witty and sparkly.

spazzy at times.

Not revengeful.

Forgiving but never forgets.

dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.

Guides others physically and mentally.

Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.

Caring and loving.

Treats others equally.

Strong sense of sympathy.

Wary and sharp.

J udges people through observations.

Hardworking.

No difficulties in studying.

Loves to be alone.

Always broods about the past and the old friends.

Waits for friends.

Never looks for friends.

Not aggressive unless provoked.

Loves to be loved.

Easily hurt but takes long to recover.



JULY=GANGSTA


You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.

You love to make new friends and be outgoing.

You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie.

Like somebody with a JUNE brithday.

It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection.

When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!



AUGUST=ATTITUDE


outgoing personality.

takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted.

Self confident.

loud and boisterous.

VERY revengeful.

easy to get along with and talk to.

has an "every thing's peachy" attitude.

likes talking and singing.

loves music.

daydreamer.

easily distracted.

Hates not being trusted.

BIG imagination.

loves to be loved.

hates studying.

in need of "that someone".

longs for freedom.

rebellious when withheld or restricted.

lives by "no pain no gain" caring.

always a suspect.

playful. mysterious.

"charm ing" or "beautiful" to everyone.

stubborn.

curious.

independent.

strong willed.

a fighter.


SEPTEMBER=FINEASS PIMP


Loves to chat.

Loves those who love them.

Loves to takes things at the centre.

Great in bed.

Inner and physical beauty.

Doesn't pretend.

Gets angry often.

A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices.

Treats friends importantly.

Brave and fearless.

Always making friends.

Does not harm others.

It is all about love and fairness.

Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill.

Opinionated.

Does not care to control emotions.

Knows what to do, to have fun.

Unpredictable.

Someone to have close to you.

Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.


OCTOBER=HOTTIE


Trustworthy and loyal.

Very passionate and dangerous.

Wild at times.

Knows how to have fun.

Sexy and mysterious.

Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.

Playful, but secretive.

Very emotional and temperamen tal sometimes.

Meets new people easily and very social in a group.

Fearless and independent..

Can hold their own.

Stands out in a crowd.

Essentially very smart.

Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.



NOVEMBER=SWEETIE


Stubborn and hard-hearted.

Strong-willed and highly motivated.

Sharp thoughts.

Easily angered.

Attracts others and loves attention.

Deep feelings.

Beautiful physically and mentally.

Firm Standpoint.

Needs no motivation.

Shy towards opposite sex.

Easily consoled.

Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.

Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.

Sickness usually in the ear and neck.

Good imagination.

Good physical.

Weak breathing.

Loves literature and the arts.

Loves travelling.

Dislike being at home.

Restles s.

having many children.

Hardworking.

High spirited.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY


This straight-up means ur the most good-looking

Loyal and generous.

Patriotic.

Competitive in everything.

Active in games and interactions.

Impatient and hasty.

Ambitious.

Influential in organizations.

Fun to be with.

Easy to talk to, though hard to und erstand.

Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know..

Easily influenced by kindness.

Polite and soft-spoken.

Having lots of ideas.

Sensitive.

Active mind.

Hesitating, tends to delay.

Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted.

Strong-willed and highly motivated.

Sharp thoughts.

Easily angered.

Attracts others and loves attention.

Deep feelings.

Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.

Needs no motivation.

Shy towards opposite sex.

Easily consoled.

Systematic (left brain).

Loves to dream.

Strong clairvoyance.

Understanding.

Sickness usually in the ear and neck.

Good imagination.

Good physical.

Weak breathing.

Loves literature and the arts.

Loves travelling.

Dislike being at home.

Restles

having many children.

Hardworking.

High spirited